Thursday, August 27, 2009

climbing mountains

I know people who do things like mountain climbing and hang gliding for adventure. I know people who have jumped out of airplanes. I know people with pilot's licenses. I know people who move overseas, having mastered 8 languages. I know people who have started businesses, thereby creating their own livelihoods. I know people who have adopted troubled children whom nobody else wanted. And when I think of these things, I feel limited. I feel as though I haven't really lived my life- I've just sat on the edge, dipping my toe in now and then, admiring all the swimmers and divers.

This morning I sat outside with my pen and notebook. I wrote about this and came to realize that I did climb mountains. One of them was named "be the first in your family to attend college." One was "make a conscious decision to become a single parent." One was "choose a career in a highly competitive field, where the financial rewards will never match the sacrifices, dedication and training required." One was named "against all odds, get yourself out of the small town and dysfunctional family you were born into." And there's one which I keep on climbing periodically: "Establish yourself as an independent, self-supporting, capable individual."

It's not important for others to know of my mountain climbing prowess. But it's critical that I know.

5 comments:

Lynilu said...

Fabulous.

Big Dave T said...

Good blog--lot of wisdom here. Makes me wonder if you ever thought that your blog might make a difference with someone. Sometimes I see that somebody from a country far away read one of my blogs after Googling a particular topic and I think, "I wonder if it helped him." You'd like to think you have some wisdom to share at times.

Priyamvada_K said...

Wow - that was deep.

Priya.

Anonymous said...

Love it Betty...
It is so true that you have done
more than you think you have...
You're an amazing person :)

HUGS!!!!!!!!

Laurie

Monogram Queen said...

I am awestruck by this post.
You are the WOMAN Betty! *claps*